[ She listens. Trying to understand, with every little strained piece of her.

Erik doesn't deserve to be here. That was her worst fear, when she heard about Erik and Charles. That Charles somehow pushed Erik into a role where he had to be changed. That Charles decided his friend had to be helped, and nothing could be done about it. She'd been scared of getting back an Erik that was too much like Charles. Who couldn't help her figure herself out. ]

You made a family. Another family.

...I was afraid you and Charles thought this was fair. I couldn't see how you would think that, but I was afraid anyway.