[ Notwithstanding that heart-stopping moment at the top, the only time she'd had a second of vertigo instead of thrill.
But, being with Charles...
She hadn't been that scared.
How she misses feeling like that - and it shows, a transparent moment of just pure ache for what she was. Why did she have to mess everything up? Why couldn't she just have been happy? ]
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[ Notwithstanding that heart-stopping moment at the top, the only time she'd had a second of vertigo instead of thrill.
But, being with Charles...
She hadn't been that scared.
How she misses feeling like that - and it shows, a transparent moment of just pure ache for what she was. Why did she have to mess everything up? Why couldn't she just have been happy? ]