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[ She's been working herself hard. Maybe too hard: she spends hours a day in the gym, sometimes as many as eight when she's not sleeping. She's read books on how to get in shape quickly and safely - more or less - and she's pushing herself as far as she can go. Trying to find her limits.

Today, she can also be found coming out of the CTS with Kelsier, bruised and mussed and a little bloody, and grinning ear to ear. If you're trying to impress me, it's working, he tells her, and she kisses him on the cheek and flushes bluer and makes her way to the Infirmary to make sure she's got nothing worse than bruises.

She hasn't reached her physical limits yet, but emotional is a different story. Being a child again, with that faith in Charles, has shaken her. Her conversation with Charles before that shook her. And sometimes, even when she's feeling fine - maybe when she's feeling the most fine, paradoxically - she starts crying. And sometimes she can't stop. Tucking herself into a corner of the gardens and trying to muffle the sounds of it so no one catches her at it. It's embarrassing, and she can always eventually manage to pull herself together and make it back to her room. ]

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[ Raven is blue, with red hair, not hiding. ]

What's something you've done here, for the first time? Or thought or realized, for the first time.

[ She's not sure what she's looking for. Maybe a little hope. ]

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It was his fault he punched you.

Yes it was.

[She shakes her head.]

I've been a green-finned aquatic mutant and a telepathic alien. My friends have been mermaids and rabits and machines and harpies. We had an alien with grey skin and fangs and horns and a robot arm for a while. And the most beautiful girl I ever met was the worst psychopath I've seen here.

Nobody cares, not about what people look like. It's too much energy for something that isn't useful.

Probably even Davy Jones wouldn't get more than a few jokers messing with him if he weren't so insufferable as a person.

So you're both hurting, and neither of you knows how to go about fixing it. [Which is really what he figured from the start. He pulls up his knees, settling one arm loosely across them as he leans back against the walls.]

What do you need, Raven?

You're saying I was distracted.

I'm saying that being outed as a mutant had more serious consequences than failing a few classes. But if you want to put it that way, yes.

Neither had I.

So I'm not taking anyone's side.

But you're his friend.

And you're a...you know. And I'm not. Doesn't that matter?

To you, I mean. It doesn't mean anything to me.

I told him what I need! Time away from Charles.

And I thought I was doing a good thing, by telling him that. But now every time I think about him I start crying again.

[ She's listening, she really is, but there's still that doubt there. That disbelief.

Though she laughs a little at Davy Jones. ]

I can make tentacles like that.

...I've still frightened people, when I look... blue.

That I'm a mutant?

Yeah. It matters.

So yeah. Mutants stick together.

It means that I can't be accepted as I am by most people.

Erik told me something like that.

Did you think he was right?

He said I'd get myself killed if only half my attention was on what I was doing.

He was right about that.

[That gets a sidelong look. Ivy had thought that Raven was here by choice, not forced by circumstance. Or perhaps she's misinterpreting.]

What happened?

...yeah.

Who else would stick to us?

Most of the barge, probably.

I mean, my pack accepts me, even though my DNA's too fucked to turn into a werewolf. Human forever.

In our world.

Oh, yeah.

Uhm. You might be pretty....fucked for a while.

Have you heard of the Avengers? Look them up. If and...when they get formed, or whatever.

Not exactly. [Snow shakes her head a little.] His father tried to help me escape from the castle the night Ravenna seized it, but we were separated.

It was just that danger was more real than I was expecting. You have to react faster. Be more graceful.

What are they?

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