permutates: (04)
2014-01-02 11:55 am

13th transformation

[ spam - charles ]

[ A knock comes on Charles' door; not hard to tell, psychically, that it's her. ]

[ private to friends - if you think you might be on it, go ahead. Loki is on it. ]

I'm going to go home.

There are a lot of things I want to do, and I can't do them here.

[ She smiles, a little. ] It's been really great knowing all of you. And don't worry - I'll be all right.

[ private to loki ]

Hey. I'm sorry. If I was going to stay here, it would be because - shapeshifters should stick together.
permutates: (pic#6506342)
2013-11-22 02:02 pm

video ; 12th transformation

[ video ]

[Raven wears a long red dress, with a hat pinned on top of flowing blonde hair.]

I'm going shopping.

Loki. David. You both are coming with me.

...David can leave after we get him dressed.

Loki, this is not optional. But you can bring anyone you want.

Does anyone want to go on the Ferris Wheel? Or go sailing?

[ spam ]

[ You can catch Raven around the fair, though she's a little more scarce than one might expect.

You can also catch Lily, dressed in long pale blue, usually with a gentleman fawning over her or buying her things. ]
permutates: (03)
2013-11-16 01:23 pm

11th transformation

[ video ]

If anyone wants to hit Loki for being an idiot, please run it by me first. It's not a requirement. But I would appreciate it.

[ warden filter ]

Loki's not getting out enough. If you have an inmate who might benefit from being near Loki - or who just wouldn't try to kill him - I'd like to hear it.

[ spam ]

[ Raven steps around the barge disguised as Lily. Sweet blonde hair in curls, demure dresses, perfect makeup. She leans with her palms against the railing out on deck and looks out at the stars, mentally building together the story of Lily's past; she picks at her food and looks up hopefully at nearly everyone who enters in the cafeteria; she stops by the infirmary and knocks carefully on the door before slipping inside, looking for a doctor or a nurse to talk to. ]
permutates: (lily 13)
2013-11-06 07:15 pm

spam & video . 10th transformation

[ She changes in an empty cabin. She has practiced this appearance in front of the mirror until she has it perfect: hair curled, an old-style nurse's uniform like the kind she saw in America when she was a child. Earnest, soft hands, a sweet smile. She perfects it, carefully, and then tentatively steps out into the hallway.

And now she wanders, her steps soft, her hands clutched to her chest. She acts as though she has never been here before. ]


Hello?

[ video ]

Is this how you - oh! I broke it!

[ The camera faces a young woman, blonde, beautiful, wide-eyed. This transmission comes from Red's communicator. ]

…are you sure? I think I - oh, it's on me. Oh! Is my hair all right? [ Her hand flies to the curls. ]


[ OOC NOTE: Raven has decided to invent and assume an alternate personality, after the horrible stuff she did in the flood. I'm okay with her being reasonably discovered, but would like her to be able to keep up the facade in public for at least a little while. Let her experiment a little. So please talk to me first if you would like your character to figure it out!

Her pretend personality is a new inmate, from 1940s in America. An aspiring nurse. ]
permutates: (04)
2013-10-20 11:29 am
Entry tags:

video . 9th transformation

private to anya )

[ The camera shows the teaching annexe, swings past a few doors and settles on a stretch of wall where - well, there's a door. And beyond is a place where something should probably be. Should definitely be, for anyone who knows the location of the ice rink. Instead, there's a block of blank concrete, behind the open door. ]

The rink is gone.

[ She's heard the voices, over the speakers. She sounds shaky. ]

What's happening?
permutates: (pic#6511829)
2013-10-12 03:28 pm

video . 8th transformation

[ Raven's bathroom. The camera is on the counter, angled so that it mostly sees Raven's reflection, and has a little bit of her actual self on the left.

She has been rummaging through the costumes. The result: a black leotard that goes up to her collarbone, black fishnets, and elbow-length black gloves. She's pale-skinned, blond hair tied in a tight bun, and as the camera watches, she places a top hat on her head, and picks up a tube of deep red lipstick. ]


We could use a break, couldn't we?

[ Something about her voice is a little lower, a little smoother than usual. She finishes applying the lipstick, and then, with a flourish, takes the top hat off her head and leans in and presses her lips to the mirror. A perfect lip-mark is left behind.

She laughs, and does a perfect, smooth spin, her arm out in a graceful arc. ]


There. I always wanted to be a dancer.
permutates: (Default)
2013-09-13 10:53 am
Entry tags:

video ; 7th transformation

Did you know we have an ice rink?

[ Because there is one! And Raven pans the camera around to see: yes, ice, places to sit around the ice, everything.

When she refocuses it on her, it's apparent that she looks slightly different from usual. She has dark hair, for one. And, for another, her skin is a subtle shade of green. ]


I didn't!

It's in the annexe.

Someone come skate with me.
permutates: (41)
2013-08-30 10:00 am

6th Transformation . Video

[ filtered FROM loki ]

[ Blue-skinned and serious: ] I know a lot of you might have problems with Loki, now that he's back. But I'm his warden now, and I'd like you to come to me first. I can't make you, but - it would be nice.

Thanks.

[ filtered TO loki ]

Do you want me to get the helmet back for you?
permutates: (pic#6511849)
2013-08-17 09:17 pm

5th transformation . spam & open video

[ spam ]

[ She's been working herself hard. Maybe too hard: she spends hours a day in the gym, sometimes as many as eight when she's not sleeping. She's read books on how to get in shape quickly and safely - more or less - and she's pushing herself as far as she can go. Trying to find her limits.

Today, she can also be found coming out of the CTS with Kelsier, bruised and mussed and a little bloody, and grinning ear to ear. If you're trying to impress me, it's working, he tells her, and she kisses him on the cheek and flushes bluer and makes her way to the Infirmary to make sure she's got nothing worse than bruises.

She hasn't reached her physical limits yet, but emotional is a different story. Being a child again, with that faith in Charles, has shaken her. Her conversation with Charles before that shook her. And sometimes, even when she's feeling fine - maybe when she's feeling the most fine, paradoxically - she starts crying. And sometimes she can't stop. Tucking herself into a corner of the gardens and trying to muffle the sounds of it so no one catches her at it. It's embarrassing, and she can always eventually manage to pull herself together and make it back to her room. ]


[ video ; open ]

[ Raven is blue, with red hair, not hiding. ]

What's something you've done here, for the first time? Or thought or realized, for the first time.

[ She's not sure what she's looking for. Maybe a little hope. ]
permutates: (Default)
2013-08-10 02:05 pm

spam . 4th transformation

[ Raven is a ghost, slipping around, quiet and trying to be as mousy and unnoticed as possible. She doesn't feel in immediate danger, but that doesn't mean she's comfortable - she's pale-skinned as much as she can be and only blue when she's really distracted, like staring over the rail on deck.

She might hide if you look like you're about to come close. ]
permutates: (36)
2013-08-02 09:48 am

3rd transformation . gift spam & text

[ gift spam ]

[ She leaves a few gifts outside doors, after port.

First, for Charles, a Cheshire Cat that she won in an arcade game. They saw Alice in Wonderland for the first time together. Cheshire was always Raven's favorite. She doesn't leave a note. She suspects he'll know it's her.

For Alex, a blue furry monster, from something called Monsters University. It reminds her a little of Hank. This one is an impulse; she just leaves it by his door, unable to think of anything to say in a note.

For Erik, she leaves several vials of metal glitter. This one has a note: Thought you might find this fun. - Mystique ]


[ text ]

Would anyone be willing to teach dancing or gymnastics?
permutates: (pic#6506343)
2013-07-25 05:05 pm

2nd Transformation . spam :: gym

[ Instead of asking the network, she goes to the gym herself, wanting to see if there's any likely teachers, or people who are worth watching. (Raven can learn a lot from watching, she's found.)

So she ventures into the gym, blue-skinned, dressed in a tank top and loose sweatpants, and she sees the balance beam.

She part-remembers being a child, stepping out into a playground and playing along one. She always had the best balance. And she thinks of what Azazel has been teaching her, and she wonders...

She hops up onto it, a smooth movement, and extends her arms, testing her balance one way or another. She seems steady, so she dashes from one end to the other, every footstep sure. She tips backwards, then, folds until she's standing on her hands. It's hard to keep her grip, exactly; she shifts her fingers and stretches her legs out, a split, one forward, one backward. Rolls onto the forward one, moving herself back to her feet. And she does the whole movement again, quicker this time.

It's easy.

Part of her wants to laugh with the thrill of it, with realizing how innate her own physical abilities are. How graceful she is when she's not pretending to be someone else.

She balances on the end, debating attempting some sort of flip off of it. ]
permutates: (47)
2013-07-20 05:36 am

01st transformation . video . locks for erik & charles

[ She greets the barge with a smile. Her appearance is 'normal' - normal for a human. No blue skin or yellow eyes in sight. ]

Hi. [ And a little wave. She regrets it immediately. That's kind of embarrassing, isn't it? And not something that she should be doing, because she's here for a purpose. ] I'm Raven.

I heard a few of my friends were here, so I thought I'd come… help. I'm a warden.

And I'm here because I really believe that even if you're trapped, you still should have a chance to figure out who you are. I think that's important.

[ locked to Erik ]

Well, you thought I was crazy for trying, but I found you.

[ locked to Charles ]

[ She considered her approach to this for a long time. There are a lot of things that they should probably say to each other, and she's supposed to be responsible here. She can't just avoid him, as much as she wants to, while she gets her head together. ]

You should know that I'm here.
permutates: (Default)
2013-06-17 09:58 pm

(no subject)

User Name/Nick: Ryann
User DW: cornichaun
AIM/IM: cornichaun
E-mail: cornichaun @ gmail
Other Characters: Racetrack, Zane, Sokolov

Character Name: Raven Darkholme/Mystique
Series: X-Men: First Class
Age: early 20s
From When?: A few months post-XFC. Raven has a brush with death on a mission for the Brotherhood and ends up on the Barge.

Inmate/Warden: Warden. Despite joining the brotherhood and choosing Erik over Charles, Raven in this universe and timeline has relatively pure motives: she was on a search for her own identity and her own self-actualization. On top of that, she hasn't taken any real criminal action or made a move to truly harm anyone else. She has a unique outlook, having been raised with Charles and also having been forced to hide and suppress her own identity even while living in relative luxury. She has an inside perspective on how people important to you can damage you while trying to protect you, and she's wonderful at reading people, and might be able to give an inmate valuable insight into themselves.
Item: A pocket watch that may or may not have once been Charles' and Raven definitely did not steal?? Yes.

Abilities/Powers: Raven is a mutant and a shapeshifter. She is able to biologically shift her cellular structure to mimic other humanoids. The limitations are not specified in the movies, but for the purposes of the game, I'm going to assume her abilities are most similar to unenhanced comics Mystique. Therefore, I play her as being unable to change her own mass, mimic abilities of other mutants, or grow any significant pieces that wouldn't be on a human/move her organs into significantly different places. She can, however, take on a functional male form which, if she stays in it long enough, can produce functional sperm.

Her DNA also means she ages more than twice as slowly as baseline humans, and can stay physically youthful for much longer.

She also has a couple months of training in fighting/resisting telepathic intrusion/working with other mutants from being a follower of Erik's.

Personality: Most important in Raven's personality is her search for identity. She has, from an extremely early age, been able to assume any form she wants, at any time that she wants. She is incredibly gifted in observing and reconstructing people, and astonishingly good at pretending to be them. But her own form is obviously non-human, blue skinned and red-haired and yellow eyed. Most of the world, unaware of mutants, would have greeted her like a monster. The girl who can be anything is allowed to be anything - except herself. As a result of this physical denial, emotionally Raven never figured out who she really wanted to be.

She was saved, as a child, by Charles Xavier, only a handful of years older than her. He offered her a place to stay, a steady family, and even nudged his own mother's memories into place to secure her position in the world. Before this, Raven was primarily concerned with survival. She used her abilities to steal food and water, to sneak and to deceive. She was a little girl who was completely alone and wanted only one thing: to be loved. He gave her that. Because of that, Raven was able to grow up knowing empathy and love. She wasn't constantly fighting for survival, but she never stopped being afraid.

The world has always had power over her. If she shows her real appearance, it's dangerous; she always has to be on her guard. The people that are out there could kill her at any time. On top of this, Charles has vastly more power than Raven does. He is older than her, and he is smarter, and he's a man in 1950s culture, and he is a telepath with awe-inspiring breadth of ability. Yes, Charles loves her, and he listens to her, but Raven, a child who had to struggle to survive at all, can never fully forget that if she had to struggle here, she would lose. Badly and immediately. She loves Charles, and she is grateful to him - maybe too grateful. She owes everything to him, and she's always aware of that, too.

But Charles' influence has most certainly rubbed off on her. As of this movie, she is kind, and sweet, and a little bit derpy; she very clearly has a sense of what's right and wrong, and tries to choose to do what's right. She is more or less a good person, just with a lot of issues lurking under the surface. Issues that come out when she reaches beyond the social circle that consists solely of herself and Charles.

With the discovery of mutants other than her and Charles, Raven seizes the opportunity to reach outside the two of them. She is a social person, and one who wants to reach out and connect, and who has been restrained from doing so most of her life because of the danger. It's this that leads her to connect so immediately with the other discovered mutants: for the first time in her life, except for what Charles gave her, Raven isn't on the outside. This is their group, and it belongs to them, and no one else can interfere.

This is also what leads her to reach out romantically. She has a crush on Hank McCoy; her first impulse is towards the sweet boy, the smart one, partially because that matches Charles, partially because it matches her as she is right then. Hank even offers her the chance to normalize her appearance. To become something that would be acceptable, among humans, and she leaps at the chance, at first. She doesn't want to be a monster. But Erik gives her a different perspective on it: her own appearance is something valuable. It's something special about her. And she shouldn't just throw it away because she wants to be like them, because she isn't like them.

This is the biggest step in Raven's search for identity. When Hank rejects her with her blue appearance, she rejects his 'cure'. This is partially a purely reflexive pained reaction to his rejection, and partly because she's starting to consider the idea that she is worth more than that. That someone she's with should accept her all the way, as she is. This is what leads her to sleep with Erik: his acceptance of her form as it is naturally.

On the beach in Cuba, when there is a schism between Erik and Charles, she chooses Erik. It isn't because she wants all humanity dead, though by this point she does have a lot of anger towards humanity as a whole. It's because Erik accepted her, and, in her eyes, Charles simply didn't. Hank didn't. She chose the direction she did because of a process of self-actualization, because she's trying to no longer hate the form that she was born with and learn to love herself.

At the moment, she is somewhat cynical about the idea of progress and integration, between mutants and humans. She is wounded and angry and suspicious towards humanity, and very defensive of herself and her own identity, which is made worse due to her insecurity. She has also made the conscious decision to toughen herself more, with her choice to go with Erik to the Brotherhood. She is therefore colder and more distant than she is during much of the movie, in an attempt to keep her emotions more guarded. She is wounded, and traumatized, and though she is still mostly the girl that grew up alongside Charles Xavier, there is strong potential in her to become self-centered and move towards darkness and hatred of humanity.

Barge Reactions: Raven's life has always been highly weird. The discovery of other mutants, incredible powers, and weird science means that the powers of other inmates and wardens will be taken in stride. Floods and breaches won't be out of the question, either, though she won't really be able to get used to having her identity and her self-determination taken away. (In fact, she'll probably hate that with a fiery passion.) What will be weird, on the other hand, are cell phones, CDs, and other commonplace bits of modern technology that she didn't even think of in the '60s. Acceptance of homosexuality, a widely liberated view of women and conventions on sex and dating may also be difficult for her to get used to, given that she grew up during the 1950s.

In other words: her horizons of weird possibility are already very wide, so that won't faze her that much. Her horizons of technology and social development are much more narrow, and will require some readjusting of both assumption and viewpoint.

Path to Redemption: n/a

History: http://marvel.wikia.com/Raven_Darkholme_(Earth-10005)

Sample Journal Entry:

[ video ; open ; locked from erik & charles ]

[ She greets the barge with a smile. Her appearance is 'normal' - normal for a human. No blue skin or yellow eyes in sight. ]

Hi. [ And a little wave. She regrets it immediately. That's kind of embarrassing, isn't it? And not something that she should be doing, because she's here for a purpose. ] I'm Raven.

I heard a few of my friends were here, so I thought I'd come… help. I'm a warden.

And I'm here because I really believe that even if you're trapped, you still should have a chance to figure out who you are. I think that's important.

[ locked to Erik ]

Well, you thought I was crazy for trying, but I found you.

[ locked to Charles ]

[ She considered her approach to this for a long time. There are a lot of things that they should probably say to each other, and she's supposed to be responsible here. She can't just avoid him, as much as she wants to, while she gets her head together. ]

You should know that I'm here.

Sample RP: http://tlvgreatesthitsdw.dreamwidth.org/52081.html?thread=5868657#cmt5868657

Note that this second sample is when I was considering apping Raven as an inmate instead. If this isn't adequate, I'm happy to write something new!

Special Notes: