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[ spam ]

[ She's been working herself hard. Maybe too hard: she spends hours a day in the gym, sometimes as many as eight when she's not sleeping. She's read books on how to get in shape quickly and safely - more or less - and she's pushing herself as far as she can go. Trying to find her limits.

Today, she can also be found coming out of the CTS with Kelsier, bruised and mussed and a little bloody, and grinning ear to ear. If you're trying to impress me, it's working, he tells her, and she kisses him on the cheek and flushes bluer and makes her way to the Infirmary to make sure she's got nothing worse than bruises.

She hasn't reached her physical limits yet, but emotional is a different story. Being a child again, with that faith in Charles, has shaken her. Her conversation with Charles before that shook her. And sometimes, even when she's feeling fine - maybe when she's feeling the most fine, paradoxically - she starts crying. And sometimes she can't stop. Tucking herself into a corner of the gardens and trying to muffle the sounds of it so no one catches her at it. It's embarrassing, and she can always eventually manage to pull herself together and make it back to her room. ]

[ video ; open ]

[ Raven is blue, with red hair, not hiding. ]

What's something you've done here, for the first time? Or thought or realized, for the first time.

[ She's not sure what she's looking for. Maybe a little hope. ]

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I'm still not sure I do.

That's okay. I think that part just takes a while.

[ She hopes. ]

The confidence?

Believing you're good enough.

Yeah.

I wouldn't have tried at all, except people wouldn't shut up about it. My inmate and Snow and Ben.

Snow?

My [very small pause] friend.

Snow White.

I'm not joking, I swear to god.

[ A disbelieving laugh. ]

Snow White? With the apple and the dwarves.

Yep. That's her.

Of course Snow White is here.

She's a warden.

. . . I mean, obviously.

If she was an inmate, I'd be even more suspicious of how the Admiral chooses.

[Pause. Pause. Pause. Pause. This is really difficult. Shit.]

She's part of the other stuff. I think.

What do you mean?

I'm not sure. Exactly.

I just like her a lot.

[PLEASE UNDERSTAND WHAT HE IS SAYING THIS IS TERRIBLE]

You want to go steady with Snow White?

I guess? I don't know! Shut up!

[ omg this is

the best thing that has ever happened to Raven ]

Does she like you back?

I have no idea!

[why did he think this was smart no no no]

Have you tried asking?

[ and if you do can you give Raven a play-by-play afterward or video record it or something ]

Not yet. It kind of just happened.

Do you want me to ask?

No!

Then you better ask her first.

[ She is t e a s i n g ]

You're awful.

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